It has been a week since my very short last entry... I am not the mood to write or do any thing... My mind is still spinning around with all of these life problems... from job, family (my ex brother in law...), my relationship, my projects... It is getting harder to get up in the morning and to get the necessary energy to be productive... I feel useless, powerless, uninspired a lot when facing the computer screen for so long and not be able to do any work... I wish I had the energy, the life of a year ago... Wishing for the past is not a healthy way to live, but it is all I have got, at least for now... I wish things are not as chaotic as now... I have to find more balance in life... starting now...
My friend, Robert, told me about this book by Thich Nhat Hanh, I am going to read it... I am hoping for some calming in mind and in life.
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